I wake up here everyday in this god damn place I won't wait here anymore

I had no idea...I had no idea that within these tiny little fists this much hate still existed for this town. I mean, i knew i hated it. I knew I mistrusted it. Hell, i still knew how capable it was of killing me, but i thought for sure i had it under control. I thought i had learned to accept it for the fucked upness that it is in all of its glory. I thought i was making my greatest attempt to 'make the best of it'. I failed. I failed myself for sure, because how could I ever think i could cover up all of the emotions this entailed. At what point did I ever think I'd be able to just accept all of the ignorance? All of the stagnation? The up side is I believe I've finally been able to make a decision that I've been toying with...summer school can go fuck itself! I need my summer to make money. I need my summer to make a getaway. For a girl who's as faithless as they come, I sure could use a savior right about now.