mistakes i knew i was making

I think that experience simply being a name we give our mistakes is all too true. Although, truth be told, I suppose I've gone looking for a little more experience today. The last time was the last time? HA. sure. Maybe I'm beating a dead horse, but even when I get just an inkling that the horse might not be dead I insist on beating it once again for reassurance. I'm nothing more than a wishful thinker with unreal intentions. I'm strapping in for this one early. When the ride starts I'm afraid it'll never stop or, worse, just derail. Either way I'm in for quite the experience.