Saturday, May 2, 2009

I was blind before I met you

Tonight was a night that I never could have so much as dreamed up in my mind. Every minute or so I remind myself, "Lacie. Breathe. Lacie. Breathe. Seriously. You're going to have to breathe." Something that has basically been a part of my daily thoughts for the last year has been brought to the surface again. I've rehearsed things in my mind to say, all the while thinking I'd never get the chance to say even half of it. The words pushed their way through my quivering lips. My mind knowing those words would change very little. My heart hoping with everything it has that they would.

I feel stuck between a rock and a hard place. The only way out is by dynamite. The trigger is in your hands. Stop letting life happen to you. Take responsibility for your actions, your life, your happiness.
I love you.
I miss you.
Too much.

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